āIāll be your date to the wedding.ā Words I had neverānot even in my wildest dreams, and trust me, I had a vivid imaginationāconceived of hearing from that deep and rich tone reached my ears. Looking down at my coffee, I squinted my eyes, trying to search for any signs of noxious substances floating around. That would at least explain what was happening. But nope. Nothing. Just what was left of my Americano. āIāll do it if you need someone that badly,ā the deep voice came again. Eyes growing wide, I lifted my head. I opened my mouth and then snapped it closed again. āRosieā¦ā I trailed off, the word leaving me in a whisper. āIs he really there? Can you see him? Or did someone spike my coffee without me noticing?ā Rosieāmy best friend and colleague in InTech, the New York Cityābased engineering consulting company where we had met and workedāslowly nodded her head. I watched her dark curls bounce with the motion, an expression of disbelief marring her otherwise soft features. She lowered her voice. āNope. Heās right there.ā Her head peeked around me very quickly. āHi. Good morning!ā she said brightly before her attention returned to my face. āRight behind you.ā Lips parted, I stared at my friend for a long moment. We were standing at the far end of the hallway of the eleventh floor of the InTech headquarters. Both our offices were relatively close together, so the moment I had entered the building, located in the heart of Manhattan, in the vicinity of Central Park, I had gone straight to hers. My plan had been to grab Rosie and plop down on the upholstered wooden armchairs that served as a waiting area for visiting clients, which were usually unoccupied this early in the morning. But we never made it. I somehow dropped the bomb before we ever sat down. That was how much my predicament needed Rosieās immediate attention. And thenā¦ then he had materialized out of nowhere. āShould I repeat that a third time?ā His question sent a new wave of disbelief rushing through my body, freezing the blood in my veins. He wouldnāt. Not because he couldnāt, but because what he was saying did not make any freaking sense. Not in our world. One where weā āAll right, fine,ā he sighed. āYou can take me.ā He paused, sending more of that ice-cold wariness through me. āTo your sisterās wedding.ā My spine locked up. My shoulders stiffened. I even felt the satin blouse I had tucked into my camel slacks stretch with the sudden motion. I can take him. To my sisterās wedding. As myā¦ date? I blinked, his words echoing inside my head. Then, something unhitched inside of me. The absurdity of whatever this wasāwhatever perverse joke this man I knew not to trust was trying to pull offāmade a snort bubble its way up my throat and reach my lips, leaving me quickly and loudly. As if it had been in a rush to get out.CHAPTER ONE
A grunt came from behind me. āWhatās so funny?ā His voice dropped, turning colder. āIām completely serious.ā
I bit back another burst of laughter. I didnāt believe that. Not for a second. āThe chances of him,ā I told Rosie, ābeing actually serious are the same chances I have of having Chris Evans pop out of nowhere and confess his undying love for me.ā I made a show of looking right and left. āNonexistent. So, Rosie, you were saying something aboutā¦ Mr. Frenkel, right?ā
There was no Mr. Frenkel.
āLina,ā Rosie said with that fake, toothy smile I knew she wore when she didnāt want to be rude. āHe looks like heās serious,ā she spoke through her freaky smile. Her gaze inspected the man standing behind me. āYep. I think he might be serious.ā
āNope. He canāt be.ā I shook my head, still refusing to turn around and acknowledge that there was a possibility my friend was right.
There couldnāt be. There was no way Aaron Blackford, colleague and well-established affliction of mine, would even attempt to offer something like that. No. Way.
An impatient sigh came from behind me. āThis is getting repetitive, Catalina.ā A long pause. Then, another noisy exhalation left his lips, this one much longer. But I did not turn around. I held my ground. āIgnoring me wonāt make me disappear. You know that.ā
I did. āBut that doesnāt mean I wonāt keep trying,ā I muttered under my breath.
Rosie leveled me with a look. Then, she peeked around me again, keeping that toothy grin in place. āSorry about that, Aaron. We are not ignoring you.ā Her grin strained. āWe areā¦ debating something.ā
āWe are ignoring him though. You donāt need to spare his feelings. He doesnāt have any.ā
āThanks, Rosie,ā Aaron told my friend, some of the usual coldness leaving his voice. Not that heād be nice to anybody. Nice wasnāt something Aaron did. I didnāt even think he was able to pull off friendly. But he had always been lessā¦ grim when it came to Rosie. A curtesy he had never extended to me. āDo you think you can tell Catalina to turn around? Iād appreciate talking to her face and not to the back of her head.ā His tone dropped back to minus zero degrees. āThat is, of course, if this is not one of her jokes that I never seem to understand, much less find funny.ā
Heat rushed up my body, reaching my face.
āSure,ā Rosie complied. āI thinkā¦ I think I can do that.ā Her gaze bounced from that point behind me to my face, her eyebrows raised. āLina, so, erm, Aaron would like you to turn around, if this is not one of those jokes thatāā
āThanks, Rosie. I got that,ā I gritted out between my teeth. Feeling my cheeks burn, I refused to face him. That would mean letting him win whatever game he was playing. Plus, he had just called me unfunny. Him. āIf you could, tell Aaron that I donāt think one can laugh at, or much less understand, jokes when one lacks a sense of humor, please. That would be great. Thanks.ā
Rosie scratched the side of her head, looking pleadingly at me. Donāt make me do this, she seemed to ask me with her eyes.
I widened mine at her, ignoring her plea and begging her to go along.
She released a breath and then looked around me one more time. āAaron,ā she said, her fake grin getting bigger, āLina thinks thatāā
āI heard her, Rosie. Thank you.ā
I was so attuned to himāto thisāthat I noticed the slight change in his tone that signaled the switch to the voice he only used with me. The one that was just as dry and cold but that would now come with an extra layer of disdain and distance. The one that would soon lead to a scowl. I didnāt even need to turn and take a look at him to know that. It was somehow always there when it came to me and to thisā¦ thing between us.
āIām pretty sure my words are reaching Catalina down there just fine, but if you could tell her that I have work to do and I cannot entertain this much longer, I would appreciate it.ā
Down there? Stupidly large man.
My size was average. Average for a Spaniard, sure. But average nonetheless. I was five foot threeāalmost four, thank you very much.
Rosieās green eyes were back on me. āSo, Aaron has work, and he would appreciateāā
āIfāā I stopped myself when I heard the word sounding high-pitched and squeaky. I cleared my throat and tried again. āIf he is so busy, then please tell him to feel free to spare me. He can go back to his office and resume whatever workaholic activities he had shockingly paused to stick his nose in something that does not concern him.ā
I watched my friendās mouth open, but the man behind me spoke before a sound could come out of her lips: āSo, you heard what I said. My offer. Good.ā A pause. In which I cursed under my breath. āThen, whatās your answer?ā
Rosieās face filled with shock one more time. My gaze remained on her, and I could picture how the dark brown in my eyes was turning to red with my growing exasperation.
My answer? What the hell was he even trying to accomplish? Was this a new, inventive way of playing with my head? My sanity?
āI have no idea what heās talking about. I heard nothing,ā I lied. āYou can tell him that too.ā
Rosie tucked a curl behind her ear, her eyes jumping very briefly to Aaron and then returning to me. āI think heās referring to the moment he offered to be your date to your sisterās wedding,ā she explained in a soft voice. āYou know, right after you told me that things had changed and that you now needed to find someoneāor anyone, I think you saidāto go to Spain with you and attend that wedding because, otherwise, youād die a slow, painful death andāā
āI think I got it,ā I rushed out, feeling my face burn again from the realization that Aaron had heard all of that. āThanks, Rosie. You can stop with the recap.ā Or Iād be dying that slow, painful death right about now.
āI think you used the word desperate,ā Aaron chipped in.
My ears burned too at that, probably flashing about five shades of radioactive red. āI did not,ā I breathed out. āI did not use that word.ā
āYouā¦ sort of did, sweetie,ā my best friendāno, former best friend as of right nowāconfirmed.
Eyes narrowed, I mouthed, What the hell, traitor?
But both of them were right.
āFine. So, I said that. Doesnāt mean Iām that desperate.ā
āThatās what truly helpless people would say. But whatever makes you sleep better at night, Catalina.ā
Cursing under my breath for the umpteenth time that morning, I closed my eyes briefly. āThis is none of your business, Blackford, but Iām not helpless, okay? And I sleep at night just fine. No, actually, Iāve never slept better.ā
What was one more lie to the pile I was hoisting around, huh? Contrary to what I had just denied, I was truly, helplessly desperate to find someone to be my date to that wedding. But that didnāt mean Iādā
āSure.ā
Ironically, out of all the damn words Aaron Blackford had said to the back of my head that morning, that one word was what made me break my stance of pretending I remained unaffected.
That sure, sounding all condescending and bored and dismissive and just so Aaron.
Sure.
My blood bubbled.
It was so impulsive, such a knee-jerk reaction to that four-letter wordāwhich, uttered by anybody else, would have meant nothingāthat I didnāt even realize my body was turning until it was too late.
Because of his unearthly height, I was welcomed by a broad chest covered in a pressed white button-down that made me itch to fist the fabric and wrinkle it with my hands, because who pranced through life so sleek and spotless all the damn time? Aaron Blackfordāthat was who.
My gaze trailed up powerful shoulders and a strong neck, reaching the straight line of his jaw. His lips formed a flat line, just like I had known they would. My eyes traveled further up then, reaching his blue onesāblue that reminded me of the depths of the ocean, where everything was cold and deadlyāand finding them on me.
One of his brows rose. āSure?ā I hissed.
āYes.ā That head, topped with raven hair, gave one single nod, his gaze not leaving mine. āI donāt want to waste more time arguing about something you are too stubborn to admit, so yes. Sure.ā
This infuriating blue-eyed man who probably spent more time ironing his clothes than interacting with other human beings was not going to make me lose my temper this early in the morning.
Fighting to keep my body under control, I inhaled a long, deep breath. I tucked a lock of chestnut hair behind my ear. āIf this is such a waste of time, I genuinely donāt know what youāre still doing here. Please donāt stay on my or Rosieās account.ā
A noncommittal noise left Miss Traitorās mouth.
āI wouldnāt,ā Aaron admitted in a level tone. āBut you still havenāt answered my question.ā
āThat wasnāt a question,ā I said, the words tasting sour on my tongue. āWhatever you said was not a question. But thatās not important because I donāt need you, thank you very much.ā
āSure,ā he repeated, turning my exasperation one notch up. āAlthough I think you do.ā
āYou think wrong.ā
That brow rose higher. āAnd yet it sounded like you really do need me.ā
āThen, you must be experiencing serious hearing issues because, yet again, you heard wrong. I donāt need you, Aaron Blackford.ā I swallowed, willing some of the dryness away. āI could write it down for you if you want. Send you an email, too, if thatād help at all.ā
He seemed to think about it for a second, looking uninterested. But I knew better than to believe heād let it go so easily. Which he proved as soon as he o...
Table of contents
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
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